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How long has it been

Since my last time to a theme park?

Sincethe last time that my cats slept on my bed?

Sincethe last time that I had a big bowl of ice cream?

Since my last time hanging out with my best mate without drinking?

Since I felt like I loved my job?

Since my last proper conversation with daddy?

Since my last fight with my sister?

Sincethe last time that Iwas proud with myself?

Since the last time I enjoyed beingalone at night?

how long has it been

since the last time I saw you ...

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